Fri, 06 Oct 2006
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A Poem by Aj ... " Desperatley"
Desperatly trying to make the inner me match
the outter me
Coming so close to that being a reality ,
Then having
it slowly sift through my fingers like sand
within an hour glass
Finding hope , to having it empty once
again.
Desperatly searching for the love of my life ,
For the angel
that put a rythmn within my heart & a
faith within my soul
Trying to understand why she was ripped away from
me , coming up
with no reasoning . Hopeing she hears my
every I love you as
the wind blows near to her .
Desperatly trying to make sense of why I was
able to feel a life grow within me
then before his time he died .
Desperatly clinging onto what seems to often
to be a life that was doomed at birth .
Trying to turn a blackened exsistance into a
rainbow , but having the color fade away
again & again .
Desperatly calling out for help , but noone
hearing my cries ... Someone please tell me
I wasn't just born to continuiously lose &
die .
Posted 00:00
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9 comments
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Help
Help is on the way sweetie I can feel it in my
heart. Know that you are going thru all of these
things to get u where u need to be. Does not
always make sense at the time but will become
clear one day.I am working on getting the info i
Promised have not forgot you and keep u In my
thoughts daily.
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Being the first on your blog.... I am one who
will always support my friend in everything you
do. I will do what I can, you know that. I
will support and help "Always". Tigger
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Blessings
Thank you Heather & Tigger for the lovly
messages.. the support & love is felt. As you
know the road I am traveling isn't a easy a
one.. and to know I have friends that support
and love me helps me to miss a few rocks along
my journey .. God Bless you ..
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Sending prayers
AJ, I send prayers for luck and success. Some of
us wish we could do more for those who mean so
much to us. You know my heart and thoughts are
with you and I keep you in my prayers for the
help you need and wish for. You always have my
Unending support and friendship.
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i understand- i think
i have three children and a husband to which i
am very close. i can somewhat imagine how you
must feel.i am very sorry for your loss and i
will pray for you. god is always there for you
when you may need a close friend. i am sure he
has a plan for you. just keep looking up and he
will show you the way.
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From a friend to a friend
I understand that it is very frusterating but
like I have always told you don't give up on
your dreams, things will work themselves out in
do time. Granted it may not be right now but it
will come. All of us in your life know that you
are ment to be AJ. and we stand beside you and
try to hold you up to the tasks at hand.You know
that we are here for you, hopfully your words
and ours will reach out to sombody and they will
help in what ever way possible. I love you my
friend!
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Lil Bro
Hey AJ...Just wanted to knw tht you are in my
prayers. I know you are going through a rough
patch, but dont lose faith my friend. You will
find your angel. I will keep my doing wht i can
for you. You will be the person you were meant
to be.
I wish i cld do more for you, but as you knw i
am in a bind myself.
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Catapiller to Butterfly!
Blossoming from what was, to what is, is a
beautiful thing. When you find who you are,
it's like lightning striking. We all struggle
to survive this crazy world, but in the end,
when we do, we find the world beautiful and
wonderous. You're time is now and forever and
you are loved by so many, AJ. May the Goddess
protect you, and watch over you and those whom
you love.
Peace & Love!
Skotte
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peace
i hope that someday you will find the peace you
need. i know patience is hard but its worth it.
wuv ya
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